In daily work, we used to be busy with all the same activity. We never realize that time has just gone like wind’s flowing. But have you ever thought that what have you done and any useful meaning you have reached.
Once I reached office, this thought always come in my mind, like others, I never been satisfied for anything what I have, I have a lot of dreams that I want to reach, some its easy to reach and some its very difficult, need more patients and times. But after all we have to look down and check out about our self. Anyway, actually if we compare, what the things that you have now, for others than down on you will be quite enough, but when you see up on you, you will think that you still have nothing.
Go back to “zikir” and remember about Allah SWT, the good medicine for us to be a humble person. Recently I feel more religious and had made me comfortable. I like to watch this world wide, how small you are. Then you don’t need to be proud of yourself. You are very small creature, no power if compare this wild world wide. But we have own life that we need to fight, then the spirit will appear immediately :).As usual, my hubby only drops me to Legenda Malaka bus station, and then I will go my self to office with using public transportation. In the bus, we can see and think, look at around us. Once I glance to person who selling newspaper at the traffic jams. I look over this person. She is about 30-40 years I think, but her face looks that she is already in fifties. I think that how lucky I am, I have a job, good family and we have own budget for our monthly needs, yet we still able to buy something for refreshing. Then glance I saw Toyota Rush passing around. I think that how rich that man, they might be living at Sukajadi or Dutamas, or other real estate complex in this town, and bla bla… ohh.. I wish I could have that Toyota Rush too and become rich……:) :)
Anyhow, other than rich, happiness is number one, and also feeling of acceptance or "Syukur to Allah".. are the root of good living. How happy you are… how wonderful life is...